Is it tomorrow yet?

Another Wednesday quickie for you, in usual bullet fashion.

Things I’m looking forward to:

  • Our anatomy scan tomorrow
  • Seeing the heartbeat (please Lord!)
  • Our anatomy scan tomorrow
  • Seeing the wiggle… I guess shotgunning an energy drink before hand to make him/her hyper is probably bad parenting behavior?
  • Our anatomy scan tomorrow
  • Seeing if Baby But IF has an innie or an outtie
  • Our anatomy scan tomorrow

Things I’m able to concentrate on:

Things I’ve done to try and pass the time:

  • Created an entire Amazon registry in, oh, 2 days
  • Asked random strangers and long-time friends-in-the-computer to give me sex guesses based off our 13w2d NT scan (“Yes, I know there’s no nub in the picture, but seriously just freaking give me a guess people!”)
  • Bought new (used) maternity pants.  And a new comforter and sheets for our bed.  And a dining room chandelier, and wall art for the bathroom, and a rug for the living room, and new tables for the living room.  Hey, baby could her his/her head on our current square tables.  Baby needs light and clean sheets to mess upon.  And, might as well buy stuff while we have the illusion of having some money cause baby’s kill your savings account, right?  I mean, we’re totes rolling in it now because, you know, uninsured IVF is so totally affordable!
  • Dwelling on the fact that his/her will shortly no longer be a common part of my vocabulary.
  • Buying (seeing a trend here?) a sweet little journal to finally start my daily journal to baby.  My mom did one for me and, especially after her passing, it was one of the nearest and dearest items I have from her.  I always intended to do one for my child(ren), but IF and RPL made me constantly feel not ready.  Tonight I go home and write.  I want at least one pre-sex reveal entry in there!
  • Eating. All. The. Things. And, it’s corollary, fretting about the fact (don’t kill me!) that I’m now down to my pre-IVF weight at 18 weeks.  Shouldn’t the scale be moving the other direction?  Is this what having a working metabolism is like?  Crikey!
  • Filling out the pre-admission paperwork I’m supposed to send to my hospital at 20 weeks (isn’t that INSANELY early).  It was while filling out this paperwork that I realized, “Oh, yea, I have no idea who my doctor is!? Whee, guess I’m not getting this paperwork in on time.”
  • Biding my time waiting to hear from my former (kinda current?) OB’s office regarding my transfer to the perinatology center.  Seriously, this is still happening, right?
  • Setting up a new rheumatologist appointment.  April 17!  That happened a lot quicker than I thought it would!
  • Antiquing (how I loathe that word).  We’re looking for something special to use as a changing table in the nursery.  We found a contender in a marble-top Victorian dresser.  Mr. is sold; I have two conflicting opinions.  Mainly, 1. it would be awesome for a girl (quickly followed by a “OMG I’m already gendering this poor little one already.  Bad progressive mama!)  And, 2. if we did purchase it for a boy we totally have to get him this, a top hat, and a baby-sized monocle.  They make those, right?

Things I’m thinking right now:

  • How did it only take my 20 minutes to write this post?  WHHHYYYY IS THE WORLD MOVING SO SLOWLY!?!?!?!

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